I throw shapes. I set them up, I watch them fall

[ithika]

Ah, good old Sands. There's nothing like Sands fanfiction for anger. He's a very angry chap, you see, and it's good, because when he's angry he kills people, and there's nothing like violence to please an angry mind.

Ahem. Sorry.
But today was not a happy day for me, despite there being ROTK cups at work and despite uruserce and Tessa being there for a while, making things happy and good.

I'm just in an irrationally bad mood now.
*rants*
Not wanting to go back to school is bad for me, because it makes me irrationally angry. I hate not being able to control what I do. Hate it. Hatehatehate, blah blah blah. I don't think I'm conventionally a control freak - I don't care what other people do, and whether I influence them or not. Don't care. But can't stand not being able to dictate what I'm going to be doing.
It irks me, ok?

I want to be an action movie... not hero, bah! Boring. [Appologies to El] villanous chaotic neuteral types are the way to go. And violence. blood. Copious ammounts of it.
Yeah.
...blame Sands.

I'm done now, there's really no point in continuing to rant about how generally bleak my outlook on life for the next term is... in other news, 31 days to ROTK on DVD

Comments

Re: Chaotic neutralism

[uruserce.livejournal.com]

What if the whole 'live' thing out wieghs something like your pride? As in, slavery, on pain of death. Your instinct would be to do as you're told, so as to survive. But, that is in direct condtradiction to my personality. Do you get my meaning? This is a situation where surviving is not the main goal, but escaping is...

Oh well.

Re: Chaotic neutralism

[bloodied-aura.livejournal.com]

Your instinct would be to do as you're told, so as to survive. But, that is in direct condtradiction to my personality...where surviving is not the main goal, but escaping is...


Precisely. I wouldn't be a good slave, and I'd either escape or die very quickly in that situation.
...Very quickly.

Re: Chaotic neutralism

[uruserce.livejournal.com]

Yes, see! There is a fault, you'd just better never be caught. Which shouldn't be too hard, cause you only ever get caught by helping others or hesitating... and that is not what chaotic neutrals do...

Being clear of mind is essential :)

Geez when did I become an expert on this subject :P

Heh, anything to get my mind of school.