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ithikaI think that sums up a great deal of my life, really.
Oh, oh, and it's not my fault, either, it's all the fault of that poll. Making me choose like that. What a poo. But, as![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ummyep suggested, very kindly tollerating my *cough*squeeingfangirlbehaviour*cougH*, I voted for the one with the longest hair. And, after careful, careful consideration, and many a picture-viewing [it wasn't my fault! I swear! Damn you and your accusations!], I decided that the one I was quite honestly already going to pick won. Yeah. And so have voted many-a-time.
*looks around self-conciously*
Yeah, yeah. I know. But it's ok. Really, it is.
...
I spent a long time doing homework today. Maybe it's a good sign, maybe I'm finally doing what I'm supposed to do. my god, I wish I could just give up on maths here and now...
And today was a good day. As it happens, stereo microscopes rock. However, I want an electron microscope, and I want one now.
Also, I'm starting to think that maybe I'm not a very good arts leader. Well, leader in general. Not to say that I'm a 'follower', but I don't think it's a very good idea to let me lead. I'm lazy, irresponsible, and enjoy chaos far too much. I also, if leading were literal, would find it vastly amusing to lead people/things into, or off of, rather, cliffs. [Hey, if they're that guilable...]
that and I'm forgetful. Oh yeah. And it's making me more paranoid than I normally am. Although, this isn't a good paranoid - I'm being paranoid about myself messing up, which I'm not normally.
...Egads! It's Johnny Depp with almost no hair!! [sorry. but this is a big thing for me... well, *pause* *shrugs*]
But anyway, I'm thinking that maybe this year is going to be tough, not so easy-sailing as I had planned. *sighs* that's a very depressing thought, you know.
And I really need to do something creative and do it soon, or my head will implode, I kid you not. I haven't done anything interesting or fulfilling in a long while and it's begining to have adverse effects on my personality. I may have been the only one to notice it, but seeing as this is me, and my mind, just me noticing is enough. It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that I'm restless. Skitterish. On edge. And I don't know whether I like it. But it worries me, none the less.
Oh, oh, and it's not my fault, either, it's all the fault of that poll. Making me choose like that. What a poo. But, as
ummyep suggested, very kindly tollerating my *cough*squeeingfangirlbehaviour*cougH*, I voted for the one with the longest hair. And, after careful, careful consideration, and many a picture-viewing [it wasn't my fault! I swear! Damn you and your accusations!], I decided that the one I was quite honestly already going to pick won. Yeah. And so have voted many-a-time. *looks around self-conciously*
Yeah, yeah. I know. But it's ok. Really, it is.
...
I spent a long time doing homework today. Maybe it's a good sign, maybe I'm finally doing what I'm supposed to do. my god, I wish I could just give up on maths here and now...
And today was a good day. As it happens, stereo microscopes rock. However, I want an electron microscope, and I want one now.
Also, I'm starting to think that maybe I'm not a very good arts leader. Well, leader in general. Not to say that I'm a 'follower', but I don't think it's a very good idea to let me lead. I'm lazy, irresponsible, and enjoy chaos far too much. I also, if leading were literal, would find it vastly amusing to lead people/things into, or off of, rather, cliffs. [Hey, if they're that guilable...]
that and I'm forgetful. Oh yeah. And it's making me more paranoid than I normally am. Although, this isn't a good paranoid - I'm being paranoid about myself messing up, which I'm not normally.
...Egads! It's Johnny Depp with almost no hair!! [sorry. but this is a big thing for me... well, *pause* *shrugs*]
But anyway, I'm thinking that maybe this year is going to be tough, not so easy-sailing as I had planned. *sighs* that's a very depressing thought, you know.
And I really need to do something creative and do it soon, or my head will implode, I kid you not. I haven't done anything interesting or fulfilling in a long while and it's begining to have adverse effects on my personality. I may have been the only one to notice it, but seeing as this is me, and my mind, just me noticing is enough. It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that I'm restless. Skitterish. On edge. And I don't know whether I like it. But it worries me, none the less.
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Date: 2004-03-28 02:03 am (UTC)Stuff it all. Do stuff now, y'eh never know. Things could get worse and you will be like "oh I should have done it then..." ta hell with that. No time like the present eh?
Dagnabit! I've b'en reading ta many From 'ell Fanfics roight.
Look at me gramma git worse an' worse. Bloody influential writin'