If I were any older I would act my age

[ithika]

you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls

you can tell
from the glass on the floor
and the strings that're breaking
and i keep on breaking more
and it looks like i am shaking
but it's just the temperature
and then again
if it were any colder i could disengage
if i were any older i could act my age
but i dont think that you'd believe me
it's
not
the
way
i'm
meant
to
be
it's just the way the operation made me

and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again
pretending to be you
make-believing
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose

i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not right now at all
there i go again
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just
let
her
crash
and
burn
she'll learn
the attention just encourages her

and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that i'm sorry that i asked
though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
but i might be catching so don't touch
you'll start believeing youre immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off

and you can tell
from the smoke at the stake
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses:
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...

i dont necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident
I am the Girl Anachronism
Hm. I don't know if all of those lyrics are right, but oh well... It's not my fault :D

Anyway, today was... interesting. I am so bad. So so bad. I still haven't done the quiz for history. I'm so bad...
But whatcha gonna do...
Getting up at 11am was nice... ish. I only really stayed in bed because I didn't want to think about all the stuff I want myself to get done. Ah, fuck. Stupid work, and stuff. And obligations and responsibilities and crap like that... get me down. Oh well...
Anyway... I killed a lot of Zombies today.
I also... went driving.

Well, for starters, getting the car moving is Infinitely harder than moving/controlling the vehicle. Moving is kind of cool... although... fast is going to be fun/terrifying.
Woo for bunny hops and stalling :D *hands in the air* I think I might like to have an automatic car when I get one. The clutch is my newest nemesis.
SHUT UP! It clearly has some kind of malicious intelligence.
I went at like 10km/h, and it was awesome.
Then I did some more nothing. GAH.
Excuse me for the day. I'm just frustrated with some nameless thing. You know how it is. Or at least, I do. It's nothing big. Everything is cool.
now they live like dolphins

01). Total volume of music files on my computer?
1205 files, taking up...
1.45 GB
723 MB
and... a few others someplace else. *sigh* I so suck. Can't even find the volume of MP3s due to horrendously erratic filing system *weeps*

02). The last CD I bought was...
The Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie And The Infinite Sadness
&
Big Day out 05
[I brought them simultaneously, go me]

03a). The last song I listened to before writing this was...
Metallica - The Unforgiven

03b). Song playing right now:
Grinspoon - Black Friday

04). Five Six songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me. ( Lately )

System Of A Down- I-E-A-I-A-I-O
The Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
The Polyphonic Spree - Session 12 (Hold Me Now)
James - Getting Away With It
silverchair - Pins In My Needles
silverchair - Black Tangled Heart

05). Which 5 people are you passing this baton to, & why?
THE MOOSE. [ie. Everyone]

Comments

[winterophelia.livejournal.com]

Zombies.

Today we figured out where to go should zombies attack our school.

I'm not sure why you need to know this.

*zoom!*

[bloodied-aura.livejournal.com]

Ooh. That information will come in handy many times... I'm sure.
Mm, Zombie hunt'n...

*fwooosh!* [?]

[im-the-end.livejournal.com]

01). Total volume of music files on my computer?
According to Windows Media Player... 6.61 Gb, but that is probably missing some

02). The last CD I bought was...
The Shrek soundtrack...when it first came out... shows how long its been since i paid for a cd eh

03a). The last song I listened to before writing this was...
Disturbed : Conversations

03b). Song playing right now:
FInger Eleven : Suffocate

04). Five Six songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me. ( Lately )

Linkin Park - With You
Disturbed - A Welcome Burden
Finger Eleven - Stay in Shadow
Rammstein - Engel
Static X - Cold

05). Which 5 people are you passing this baton to, & why?
I have to pass it to five people?

[bloodied-aura.livejournal.com]

Linkin Park :D

[uruserce.livejournal.com]

01). Total volume of music files on my computer?
22.42 Gigs... *embarassed cough*

02). The last CD I bought was...
Uuuuhm, RotK... LOL

03a). The last song I listened to before writing this was...
BT- The revolution will be televised

03b). Song playing right now:
Linkin Park- Breaking the Habit

04). Five Six songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me. ( Lately )

Linkin Park - One Step Closer
The Lost Prophets- Last Train Home
Placebo- The Bitter End
Blink 182- I miss you
The Beatles- Yesterday

05). Which 5 people are you passing this baton to, & why?
Back to you, and you alone because I love you so.

[bloodied-aura.livejournal.com]

I've always been in awe of your stupendous MP3 collection.

[uruserce.livejournal.com]

If the law ever actually came around my house I'd run away, forever. $2000 a song is insane, I'd rather be a fugitive...