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I be 70% piratey
How Piratey Be Ye?
Take The100-Question Piratey Test on Shiver My TImber-- A Pirate RPG.
Only 70%? Aww.
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uno_marsch I feel bad that I couldn't go to your par-tai, but am glad you seem to have had a spiffing party, as you deserve :) I was going to call to find out if I could still go (having just realised that I wouldn't be on leavers or working) and then Sarah called and asked me to work for her (which I had to do because she has done heaps of time for me) and I feel baaad. >_< Did you ever listen to that Rocky Horror Picture Show Vinyl?
Haha, today I did the most awesome shift ever. One and a half hours of glory, damn, I am so cool. [lol]
I also started packing for Leeuwin Awesome Piratey Adventure today. It is hard. I don't like packing, or unpacking. Where are my slaves when I need them?! *pouts* When I find them, they will be in trouble. I think I will remove their brains, because I've never had any troubles with Zombies (because they ph30r me), so that's what I'll do. BWAHAHAHAAAH I am so alone
It just hit me that, upon only just returning to sweet, sweet internetteacher. mother. secret lover, and my beloved computer, I'll be leaving it again for 10 days, but it will be worse this time, because I won't have my phone. *sob* I will be becoming more piratically one, but it is still scary. TEN DAYS! How will I LIVE?! And no shower for five days... Ooh, Piratey stench.
I have been feeling very strange lately. I am either very, very happy or I just feel... nothing. It's like I don't feel other emotions anymore. I don't like it. It is scary, and bad. Like the other day, the bus incident, I honestly felt absolutely nothing. Just a cold apathy, which was bad, because I didn't want to be apathetic at the time, but it's not even that, because not wanting to be apathetic is an emotion. It was like I was watching a movie I didn't care about. I didn't even notice anything was happening tilllone_one stood up. I think I had been staring blankly down the bus, not really seeing anything (we were on the back seat, and I was in the middle, at the very back center of the isle). It scared me, I think. Not the event, but the nothingness. I didn't feel anger, though I think my face had that aloof "bah, you suck" expression when I wasn't thinking about it. It is one of the single most strange and disturbing events of my life thus far, from my own selfish perspective. Feeling nothing is bad.
And that is my professional opinion.
This will probably be my last entry for 10 days. I hope I have fun, and that I don't get sunburnt. I hate sunburn. With a fiery passion, no semi-puns intended. And being tanned. Although I fear that will be inevidable. Oh well, hopefully being piratey will be worth it. I only just realised, too, that I'm going to be with 40 people I haven't met before. Shit... oh well. I'll make them like me. Or, that failing, will use the time to write some cool stuff, and draw pictures, and think about stuff that I can't think about when I'm with other people. It will be self-discovery time. Self-challenge, and all that. I like the ocean, too. It makes me ludicrously happy.
That said, I don't really want to be away from internet and people that I know I like for so long, again. And this time with no phone. You just won't be able to contact me for 10 days, I will technically cease to exist. It is kinda cool and kinda frightening.
And I don't want Bonnie (doggeh) to hate me. She's so happy I'm home now (because she bounces ALL THE TIME when she sees me), and I feel really guilty. I do adore my dog, really. She is the best.
NOOO! Out of shapes *sob* and I loved their nacho cheesyness so much. At least I still have coke.
I'm trying to make this a good entry so you all remember why I'm on your friendslist and don't delete me in my long absence because I am sad. It would make me sad, really. Pleeeease love meeeee *huge eyes* or I will cry.
My mind is so strange right now. You know that hyperactive shaky feeling? Well, I have that, but I also feel bored, which is strange, for two reasons:
1) I am Never bored 2)hyperactive normally means I think about lots of stuff, and thus = not bored.
It is interesting.
I need to stop drinking Coke through my teeth.
*long, long pause of deathly silence*
Shit.
Shit....
HOLY MOTHER OF ALL GODS EVER CONCEIVED BY THE HUMAN CONCIOUSNESS!!!!!
Ten days without COKE!!!
Oh, Je-ay-zhus. Christ... I'll die. No internet. No computer. No Phone (not such a big thing). No music.
All of that, I could deal with.
But no coke?!
...well, there's no stopping it nowI think I'll kill myself.
No, not really. Maybe I'll make this the time my body has to repair the no doubt sizeable damage that the ammount of Coke I drink will no doubt have caused (no, I'm not plugging that group thing), and if 10 days aren't enough, well, too bad.
*someone in background mentions something about 7 years*
*louder* Too. Bad.
GODDAMNIT, LEFT EYE, STOP TWITCHING OR I'LL CUT YOU OUT!!!
Seriously, since studying for TEE, my left eye has developed a random twitch. It is goddamn infuriating. Whenever it happens, I have the overwhelming urge to scream, but I never can, because there are always people that look at me funny (this statement is always true, by the way), so I can't scream like a crazy. *sniff*
Do you know what time it is That's right folks, it's MYSTERY SHOPPER TIME!! So I have to be nice to everyone. Which I am, already. Of course, the mystery shopper will never experience the joy that is the customer service I offer (...you know what, stfu, n00b), and will mark our team low. They always do, even with Matt, and Matt was the Video Store Clerk Of Doom, really.
I think I will post this now. Sorry for it's length, I hope those few of you who read it will experience that smile thing at least for a while, and go forth in health and agreeable levels of sanity ^_^
thankyou for supporting this purely venomous thing
How Piratey Be Ye?
Take The100-Question Piratey Test on Shiver My TImber-- A Pirate RPG.
Only 70%? Aww.
Messaaage:
uno_marsch I feel bad that I couldn't go to your par-tai, but am glad you seem to have had a spiffing party, as you deserve :) I was going to call to find out if I could still go (having just realised that I wouldn't be on leavers or working) and then Sarah called and asked me to work for her (which I had to do because she has done heaps of time for me) and I feel baaad. >_< Did you ever listen to that Rocky Horror Picture Show Vinyl?Haha, today I did the most awesome shift ever. One and a half hours of glory, damn, I am so cool. [lol]
I also started packing for Leeuwin Awesome Piratey Adventure today. It is hard. I don't like packing, or unpacking. Where are my slaves when I need them?! *pouts* When I find them, they will be in trouble. I think I will remove their brains, because I've never had any troubles with Zombies (because they ph30r me), so that's what I'll do. BWAHAHAHAAAH I am so alone
It just hit me that, upon only just returning to sweet, sweet internet
I have been feeling very strange lately. I am either very, very happy or I just feel... nothing. It's like I don't feel other emotions anymore. I don't like it. It is scary, and bad. Like the other day, the bus incident, I honestly felt absolutely nothing. Just a cold apathy, which was bad, because I didn't want to be apathetic at the time, but it's not even that, because not wanting to be apathetic is an emotion. It was like I was watching a movie I didn't care about. I didn't even notice anything was happening till
lone_one stood up. I think I had been staring blankly down the bus, not really seeing anything (we were on the back seat, and I was in the middle, at the very back center of the isle). It scared me, I think. Not the event, but the nothingness. I didn't feel anger, though I think my face had that aloof "bah, you suck" expression when I wasn't thinking about it. It is one of the single most strange and disturbing events of my life thus far, from my own selfish perspective. Feeling nothing is bad. And that is my professional opinion.
This will probably be my last entry for 10 days. I hope I have fun, and that I don't get sunburnt. I hate sunburn. With a fiery passion, no semi-puns intended. And being tanned. Although I fear that will be inevidable. Oh well, hopefully being piratey will be worth it. I only just realised, too, that I'm going to be with 40 people I haven't met before. Shit... oh well. I'll make them like me. Or, that failing, will use the time to write some cool stuff, and draw pictures, and think about stuff that I can't think about when I'm with other people. It will be self-discovery time. Self-challenge, and all that. I like the ocean, too. It makes me ludicrously happy.
That said, I don't really want to be away from internet and people that I know I like for so long, again. And this time with no phone. You just won't be able to contact me for 10 days, I will technically cease to exist. It is kinda cool and kinda frightening.
And I don't want Bonnie (doggeh) to hate me. She's so happy I'm home now (because she bounces ALL THE TIME when she sees me), and I feel really guilty. I do adore my dog, really. She is the best.
NOOO! Out of shapes *sob* and I loved their nacho cheesyness so much. At least I still have coke.
I'm trying to make this a good entry so you all remember why I'm on your friendslist and don't delete me in my long absence because I am sad. It would make me sad, really. Pleeeease love meeeee *huge eyes* or I will cry.
My mind is so strange right now. You know that hyperactive shaky feeling? Well, I have that, but I also feel bored, which is strange, for two reasons:
1) I am Never bored 2)hyperactive normally means I think about lots of stuff, and thus = not bored.
It is interesting.
I need to stop drinking Coke through my teeth.
*long, long pause of deathly silence*
Shit.
Shit....
HOLY MOTHER OF ALL GODS EVER CONCEIVED BY THE HUMAN CONCIOUSNESS!!!!!
Ten days without COKE!!!
Oh, Je-ay-zhus. Christ... I'll die. No internet. No computer. No Phone (not such a big thing). No music.
All of that, I could deal with.
But no coke?!
...well, there's no stopping it now
No, not really. Maybe I'll make this the time my body has to repair the no doubt sizeable damage that the ammount of Coke I drink will no doubt have caused (no, I'm not plugging that group thing), and if 10 days aren't enough, well, too bad.
*someone in background mentions something about 7 years*
*louder* Too. Bad.
GODDAMNIT, LEFT EYE, STOP TWITCHING OR I'LL CUT YOU OUT!!!
Seriously, since studying for TEE, my left eye has developed a random twitch. It is goddamn infuriating. Whenever it happens, I have the overwhelming urge to scream, but I never can, because there are always people that look at me funny (this statement is always true, by the way), so I can't scream like a crazy. *sniff*
Do you know what time it is That's right folks, it's MYSTERY SHOPPER TIME!! So I have to be nice to everyone. Which I am, already. Of course, the mystery shopper will never experience the joy that is the customer service I offer (...you know what, stfu, n00b), and will mark our team low. They always do, even with Matt, and Matt was the Video Store Clerk Of Doom, really.
I think I will post this now. Sorry for it's length, I hope those few of you who read it will experience that smile thing at least for a while, and go forth in health and agreeable levels of sanity ^_^
thankyou for supporting this purely venomous thing
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Date: 2004-12-06 05:13 am (UTC)Of course, getting out of the not-feeling-anything will help you make friends. Or at least, you'll still care about them afterwards.
This is probably a really bad (and possibly deadly) suggestion, but you could...'stock up'...on coke before you go...
*tries not to think about the effect of drinking 10 days worth of coke at once*